Ho Hum, that is how I've felt the last day or two. I don't really know how to describe how I feel. I just know I don't like feeling this way. I've had one of my kids sick for almost a week now, which is never any fun. I hate money. Or maybe I hate the fact that I don't have a lot of extra money and the fact that I have to admit that. Life sure has thrown us a few twists and turns that haven't been very easy. I usually just ignore all that stuff and try to trudge along with a good attitude. But every once in a while, one more thing happens and all that other stuff has been building up for so long that I just need to vent. I'll get over it, it'll just take time. Isn't life grand?
It makes me wonder why we have such trials. I know it's for our own good, but it's very hard to look at it that way when you just keep getting hit with trial after trial and you wonder if it's EVER going to end. At the same time I do have to admit that there are other trials that I'm glad I don't have, which in a way I guess it makes me grateful for the trials I do have. I've been blessed with an amazing husband and we have a wonderful relationship. I have 4 angels that Heavenly Father has entrusted in my care. For these things alone, I am grateful and feel blessed. Now all I have to do is overcome all that other stuff that seems to be getting me down lately.